17.  Final  Days  - CULT OF YOUTH    (Sacred Bones)                   «... This  one, fuck I don’t know how to describe it. This was a difficult  record to make. What the title even implies is I just sort of had  this feeling like I was fucked. Like I was about to die. There was  this feeling of despair that was always about me. This feeling like  I don’t have long left. I couldn’t shake it. I would be waking  up at night with nightmares just feeling frightened. I couldn’t  even walk in a cemetery because it frightened me, the way it  reminded me of my own mortality. I started buying lots of human  bones and things like that and keeping them close to me, and just  doing some weird stuff. I was in a very strange place emotionally  and the record I think is a response to that. I certainly exercised  a lot of possible demons from myself in the process. And in a weird  way I think that my life changed a lot after the record was  finished. Almost immediately after, I went through...